see, the thing about finding something new to focus your attention on,

is that you always (uncontrollably) lose sight of the things that used to matter,

even when they still do.

i used to be so good at this game,

but something got lost in the translation.

i got selective.

i got picky.

but wasn't i always?

now nothings enough.

nothing is ever enough.

dayvamp.

i need to be with someone in the daytime more than i do at night.

mo-vent-um.

i can't get my mind to stop running.

i'm hangin on by a thread here, kid.

you might be the only thing to make me stay.

feeling gray under blue skies.

i'm missing your face,

but it was never really there at all.

just a shadow,

when i can't even see my own.

i'm lacking ambition,

now that's a first.

like clockwork.

i've never been one to follow my own advice.

this means nothing.

i made myself a promise.

for you, the world. 

never again.