secrets.

tell me how you do that dance.

every word i said,

i meant,

but you're

so much more.

how can i expect to live without you?

9 days into the new year without an update.

wow.

2009.

all i can say is that this year has been a mindfuck already.

starting off with a bang,

just like i was hoping.

i know there's been a crazy lack of updates,

but i've been busy as ever,

2009 is going to bring things i couldn't have even imagined last year,

but for now they're all just plans being built.

big, exciting news to come!

its funny how, things work out.

haha so, looks like i've been no better with the updates.

making the conversion to the iphone has been ridiculous.

and it's impossible to type long updates on there.

my twitter account, however, has gotten more use than ever.

things have been good,

home is nice,

a little stressful,

but it's a nice break.

back up to new paltz on tuesday for a little while.

spending new years with the homies,

you know how it is.

probably not staying at my place however,

that might be too much to handle for this trip.

hopefully we can find something dope to get into up there,

this way we'll be entertained,

occupied,

& not have to worry about the bullshit.

but i do have a week's worth of meetings to take care of,

so that means no partying too hard.

we'll seeeee.

i'm sure there will be another update or two before the new year,

but if not,

have a happy & a healthy new year with you and yours.

let's see what 2009 will bring.

some mistletoe all up in this piece.

merrrrry christmas mother fuckers.

that's right,

it's that time of the year again.

time to bust out your holly jolly spirits,

and surround yourselves with the ones that you love.

well, this year was dope.

i hope everyone had as much fun as i did

& that santa has blessed you all with ill presents.

but christmas dinner wiped me out,

& i'm starting to lose the spirit,

so i'm gunna go lift that up,

then maybe sneak off for a quick nap.

happy holidays everyone!

enjoy the rest of the eveninggg.

its christmas eve.

well apparently december has been a low blogger month.

so much has been going on,

i never have time to update.

well,

it's past my birthday.

i finally got a new cellphone,

after 6 years.

i did better than expected in my classes.

things have been really good.

tonight's the party for my family celebrating my birthday.

my mom insists on this every year.

well she made some delicious food,

so it should be rad.

i'm going to make an attempt to update more.

probably now with pictures,

since the iphone has a dope camera.

we'll see, we'll see.

goodnight all.

merry christmas.

in progress.

we built up our world
on pillars of promises
that noone intended to keep.
and make rash generalizations
about future generations
claiming its out of our mouthes that they speak.
what if we made a miscalculation?
someone screwed up our communication,
and dumbed us all up with an immunizaton,
and now all of our heroes are weak.
now all of our futures are bleek.
what if somebody took a wrong turn,
and now it's too late, and nobody's learned?
we're losing everything, all that we've earned
and nobodys asking, noones concerned.
because taxes are a joke to no man.
or at least that's what I'm told by the man.
but if everythings under his command,
than where's he paying his dues?
where's the cash for the shit that he's used?
I'm sorry if i act too bemused,
but I'm a player in the game that you programmed to lose.