will be ridden with doctors appointments.
i hate going to the doctor.
i always have.
& i'm not exactly sure why.
all the doc's i've ever had have been super awesome.
nice dudes, minimal pain.
i think it's the waiting room that kills me.
that & this oversized self-destruction complex.
i'm not exactly sure why i haven't been writing or updating lately,
it's certainly not for a lack of ideas,
but i just haven't really found the time lately.
which is strange, because i have so much free time down here.
maybe it's all those damn video games.
my xbox has been broken for probably over a year now,
but it's been with me at school,
so my younger brother bought a new one for home.
either that or it was a present,
i'm not really sure how he came up with it,
it's funny to move from one place that is so built up on the newest technology & advancements in graphics (most likely cause of the lack of valuable things to do down here) to another place where that kind of stuff is pushed to the wayside for real interactive stone-age style entertainment (i.e. meaningful conversations & people i actually want to be around).
i don't know if that made sense.
i just want to get this semester started.
i have so many plans,
i just want them to be put into action.
i just want something to happen,