swirls of cool colors.

so today is friday

and i am exhausted from last night.

i'm watching old viva la bam episodes on MTV2,

but i haven't yet felt the need to get out of bed.

every other fucking commercial is for some new xbox 360 game,

and of course they all look so good,

especially since mine is broken.

i need to start saving my money.

i'm also getting really excited for the next few weeks.

next friday is our thanksgiving party.

that date should be final now,

it's been changed a bunch.

thanksgiving should be nice,

it'll be good to see the family.

then december should bring all sorts of good feeling.

the c9 dudes will be back in town,

then the week after is the powerline show at cabs.

then the holidays & my birthday.

i can't wait.

the winter approaches,

forcing the days from light to dim,

while the darkness encroaches,

and i feel the frost start moving in.

the spills of memories,

sends chills down my spine,

as i remember the days,

when i thought the time was all mine.

but growing older made a boy out of me,

changing my heartaches to new dates.

and my sadness to glee.

and i'll take your sad frown,

and turn your face upside down,

and help you remember what it is to be free.

so we'll wear big socks,

and an oversized shirt,

and stay undercover,

while the snow hides the dirt,

and i'll hold you this evening,

and tomorrow skip work,

and hold onto this feeling,

blocking demons that lurk.

& when the sun comes back,

will you think of me then?

and remember me fondly,

as more than a friend?