control yourself, take only what you need from me.

so, big weekend ahead.

i feel like i've been here forever,

and the semester only started two weeks ago.

thats how home-y this place is.

i think i let myself get carried away wayyy too easily.

it's strange,

one moment it means nothing,

the next the fate of the world rests on it.

i don't know how to balance it,

and i'm through with the days of playing doctor.

genius means nothing without the right motivation.

well i'm finally motivated,

but i cant be patient enough to wait for anything.

moments are miles,

minutes are decades.

i feel like i'm losing time that just keeps coming.

and it won't stop,

but i can't remember when i started.

and i'm losing memories faster than i can make them,

and my skin is beginning to shrink,

and everything i believed in has been exposed,

and there's no more dreams,

only bills.

and i'm all out of money,

but i've got a lot to do,

so ill barter myself,

instead of bothering you.