this is new, and i really don't know what's going to happen.

it makes that cupping sound,

as my palm collides onto my lips.

the results for this may be catastrophic,

on a quantum scale,

it's going to be huge.

brand new testing,

developmental.

as in,

you're a test dummy,

and what happens to you

will be studied for years to come.

if there's anything left to study.

half hour deep,

still alive.

the data feeds through like sliced deli meats,

one piece folding over on top of another.

its a relatively basic concept,

yet it's amazing every time. 

passing through parallel dimensions,

recreating what everyone believes,

but no one really knows for sure.

ten percent of what we know

can't figure out how to unlock the other 90.

but this was created by 'educated' people.

people who 'learn' and 'study',

apparently better than the rest of us,

so what else do they know that we don't?

and who are they?

i'm beginning to pass in and out of reality,

only i'm more on point then i've ever been.

it's like target practice with chemical imbalance,

hit or miss,

something's bound to happen.

and you can put money on that.

nothing you say will go unnoticed,

no action unimportant,

no motive unjust.

no, this is bigger than previously imagined.

revolutionary.

groundbreaking.

a turning point.

extra! extra! read all about it!

the answer is here!

right under our noses,

where it's been all along.

if everything we've ever known was about to crumble,

i don't know if it would even really bother me.

i've been making too many plans for the future,

and not enough for right now.

i feel as if i've been living not for the moment,

but for the big picture,

and that's a serious fucking problem.

if there's anything that i've learned

it's that life is but an instant,

and it can disappear at any moment.

now is the new tomorrow.

today is the day to shine.

one hour in,

still a human.

i'm beginning to like this new me.