i'm afraid.
afraid that everything I
wanted was a lie. afraid
that you aren't the one
i thought you were. i am
so fucking afraid of being
alone, of being forgotten,
of being left out, that it
consumes me. this whole
charade is a mechanism.
one of my own creation,
to alter this loneliness.
to create, if only on the
external, the person who
i always wanted to be.
someone who was never
afraid of anything.the one
who everyone fell
madly in love with.
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